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WEAR A HAT TO BED MORE OFTEN.

My hair is actually non-cave wooooman for once.
ND MY FRINGE IS BEHAVING TOO.
////GOTTA GET READY FOR CRREGE <3

o btw.
CHARKY-POOPZ, I'M SORRY WE'LL CATCH UP SOON.

( homodesuwa )

YOU HEARD ME.

Anyways, mother, auntie and I all went to Sissington Gardens, which is this really lovely old building and gardens.
I got a years national trust membership////fffffffff Which is so l337 seeing as it was $22(yeah, my pound symbol doesn't work, ceebs to fix the settings) and if you don't have a membership it's like $7 a go D:
But it's keeping nice old buildings going, SO I'M UP FOR DAT.

NEWAYS.

Tonight I'm gonna look at planets hopefully, if it's not too cloudy.

I PARTICULARLY LIKE PLANTING SEEDS N STUFF.
IT KINDA COUNTS AS GARDENING BUT NOT PROPERLY, CAUSE I DON'T PRUNE STUFF.
HURRRRR.

I'm home again.
I have missed you a hell of alot.

THANK YOU FOR THE TEA!

But no, really, if you have nothing to good to say about InMe, just gitb because they deserve so much respect.

job needing.
neeeeding job.
But my cv is utter balls so I'm just going to have to put a load of voluntary work on it .___.''
( bawww )
Life is goood ;D
Chili Plant is getting biggeerrr :3 and I'm woken up with the light so it's really nice :D

Tomorrow will be beautiful, because I said it will be.
I just have to make it so.


I keep feeling like I'm actually going insane.
Oh well.

Joe Hisaishi or Ludvico Einaudi.
They make life sound lovely if nothing else!
n_____n

So!
Some people are stressy o w o I really don't know how to deal with you, do you want to be friends? You seem so god damn aloooooof. Oh well, I don't count you as a 'close friend' but I suppose that doesn't matter.
Because I have honestly learnt that the people that mean most to be are the people that actually give something back.
Friendship is most definitely two sided, I'm not in your life just to support you!
That said, I feel really bad for leaning on people recently.....Mii I mean you >.<
I'm sorry ):
LET'S TALK ABOUT YOU SOMETIME K. Because you mean a lot!

Anyways, it's pretty fucking jizzfuck, cause I won't get to see Adram next wednesday because I have to do some gay Biology practical exam....which will of course be really really really amazingly fun. OR NOT.
I would much rather spend the day poddling...YES PODDLING about London looking towards my future! But noooo. I actually how to WORK towards that future, how gay desu.

SOME QUICK FACTS. UPDATE/don'tevertakemeseriouslyunlessimakeafacelikethisD|
1)I really, really, really want a cat. That's one of the main things I want in life....a cat....how sad.
2)My chili plant is officially cute, I don't care....it's like a child...a small green child thing. I'm going to appoint Tsukasa as chief farmer, he's going to sit on the plant-pot.
3)I'm painting myself in art, it's ugly.
4)I've realised that studying Japanese is the one thing that really calms me.
5) I FINALLY WORKED OUT HOW TO CHANGE FROM ROMAJI TO KANA USING COMMAND KEYS.HURRRR.
check this shit owt. ホモです。HURRRR. not one touch of the mouse.

IF YOU BOTHER TO READ THIS FAR.
I will not be doing much AT ALL this year, no gigs other than D'espa, no meet ups, no beach trips to Brighton....nothing.
In all honesty I cannot afford it. I'm not being boring....it's just not doable. I have barely enough money to go to Japan as it is....I don't even have enough yet. But then D'espa on top of that...which I refuse to miss unless it will actually stop me going to Japan.
I would say 'oh well, if I can't afford Japan I'm sure Mum will lend me some' but she can't, funding is decreasing for her line of work so thing's are going to get pretty hard .___.''
So yeah....
that's me counted out of everything........until sometime next year.
But...
IT WILL BE WORTH IT.
Japan!
-rolls around-
and actually......what's most exciting is meeting Keisuke!

this was a boring post to read if you're not me.

sorry.

today we went to chalk farm.
we bought 3 tomato plants, a chili pepper plant, sage, sorrel, a mixed herb pot, some evening scented flower seeds and mum bought 3 random plants and I have no idea what they're going to look like .___.''

I wanted to buy a rhubarb seedling but we don't have the room cause mum's put random plants all over the flower bed D; and rhubarb plants get to be pretty big. SO NO HOMEGROWN RHUBARB FOR ME.
Bawwww.
The little chili plant is on my windowsill :3 I hope it gets big and stwonggg.
I ALSO JUST PLANTED SOME RANDOM SEEDS HURRR.

Oh! Animal wise, today was a mixed bag xD
We found a dead toad in the watering can...which wasn't all that nice. We buried him, HOPEFULLY HE'LL MAKE SOME PRETTY FLOWERS CAUSE OF HIS PROTEINS AND MINERALS.

At chalk farm I got to cuddle this cute otter bunny because mum used to work there so I'm allowed. HURRR PRIVILEGES :'D
Then Pixie was very cute today :DD she refused to eat her parsley whilst sitting on my lap though DDD; lil' beeech.

ANYWAY that's probably the most boring entry you've ever read ;D and you probably don't care for my family's gardening stuff xD

I had a brief period where I didn't listen to much Japanese music......because I always have these cycle things :DDD
but by golly, it's lovely to be home.
There are so many lovely songs o____o'' just not enough time!!

but yes, as you've probably gathered from facebook....HELLO D'ESPAZZRAY EUTOUR.